a happy song in dire circumstance

t here’s sumthing betr

evrythng br ks u kno & u kno ukno

but yu forage & th frost comes again

i realize more of my b dy this time

i alwys knew i had it bt i couldnt

seem t put it undr th spell it cast

onth rst so it kept br kng

i have been rotting since before the millennium but the asteroid struck

& m coming together now

& m scared of the internet

my 2 yr old signed a contract

one of th frst t2 dance among th stars

th stars embedded in er corte x

there is a theme park where your favorite dead celebrity is preparing for your wedding

the urchin

the urchin moves like an eyeball sensing its spine telling you where to move by feeling

the mvmnt the hive mind is not hard to come by

the hive mind affects more the later into cpitlsm u ventur

at some point it refreshes itself because the refrsh is often times necessary

as we have learned t me and time again

the choice between pollinator and pollinated is indistinguishable

the fidget spinner is a gateway to the collective consciousness
pokémon go is the initiation
the 8foldpath is the way out
A ying yang sticker on your 6^th grade notebook
lisa frank had some idea
a scene of someone stealing a cab in the rain

endurance is Key

the men of this wrld will have you believe they contain guilt what we have been shown but tend to forget is that this guilt is a carefully constructd mechanism a microprocessor emitting nightshade that appeals to a general audience a way to flip it on its side and show yu yr reflectun as a lesser of two evils now there are orchids blooming thru the cracks onc a yr & we are left to sit alone in front of our tv that is turned off and wndr i have alwys cringed at the violence the incst the objcts floatng in and out of my periphery searching regardless fr the stuff i believed i would find aftr all

but all i did was endure

i watchd the men around me emit terrifyng noises at a crsh on the screen and fell into myself wunderng why i could not produce such a pwrfl noise what would become of me if i failed

falling into a figure8 and drifting away on cnyn rvr rpds

round and round agn i am called many things

by many ppul i learned to paint my face to

cntrl the noise then calculated the time spnt and

fell into a sorrw of a half century rising as a ghost

an anonymous author whose preservation I fought for as

a senile librarian in 1931

we spend so much reflctng on time spent undr the thumb

we forgt we forged lives after the sky broke and

we allowd the light to come rushing in forming

frctals at every surface repeating the process

allowing awe to be the only f ling

i transfrmd myself into a pastel object causing polarized emotions for specific purpos

not every life is the one i tell myself

sitting on a bench in central park

things here exist regardless of time

i have submitted to the city

i will be here after the fall and before the gr8 war

sometimes i remember to be somewhere when i am supposed to be of course it doesn’t always work out and then i wonder more

a gift for the end times

gave me porcelain hands lyk remembr me i am here when he is there & yr thots r here but oh well a pattrn repeats itself

it is years later and raining outside home used to be a place where i felt unashamed so sat in the middle but i guess at sum pnt the things unsaid became 2 unbearable or built up just enugh & so he rushed off into the ways most of us get by and i fell into it quite deeply

i deleted so much writing in an effort of self preservation but i think it would save me now

it ws almost alwys the deceit that ended up getting to me

can t imagine it is easy for u to ignore the frwrks of othrs

but we re all so versed in playing pretend

i tried to tell you over & ovr

i guess the hurt is what we re all trying to avoid

the hurt–s the good part thoh didn t you kno ?

it’s the complacency that throws the

final crush

never a drag out

always still a slow burn that lingers in the bckgrnd

the Magic 1.

drugs make me feel like men s goofiness is a set up molly as a con job magic as a precursor

2 sx and only sex though i know it is l ve & i should just give up right now u got me goofiness is 1 of the few things i actually enjoy if u kno u knw and i can’t write that enugh am i allowed to write that ? let me kno your prompt correspondence is much appreciatd

all the best, your guidance has been paramount in the creation of my being

sincerely Yours.

Yours, Sincerely.

oh, it’s nothing

stors chng so fst round here the bag says it s smthng that it’s not a littl sprl every tme

u remember the last thng some ppul use fewr bgs bring ther own bgs smtms .10sens is addd 4 each bg prvidd smtms u hav a lttl ball of goo in ur pckt & wen u press a bttn it trnsfrms n2 a bg with hndls that prfctly accmmod8 yr shouldr whil crryng whtvr sze abject it is that u hv

acquired

at frst thy wrried th goo would dissolv ovr t me be cum 1 with our cells but it ws discverd by some reputabl institut that we cntain so mch of the plstic alredy it trns out it is healng 2 absorb smthng u hav used for a perid of apprximtly 3 mnths r lngr

dntwtchtv

a friend recommended a show today a breeding ground for something they found in themselves & recognize blossoming need for in a version of me the way it may make you more whole in the same way in interfering wys i have an app for my breathcount an app to expand the confines of being of bodyhood of american football suburbs the word smells written in different ways here and there there scared of the memories of others memries mostly worlds of my own creation no grounding in words or events just the way your eyes grazed mine. sorry to say the groundwork appearing disappearing reappearing always with a different motivating force left for me to deconstruct and reconstruct a licking of the lips i suppose

the sky is a funny shade of orange blue

& i m thinking of migration as usual

Logos i hav seen time and t me again

faded versions or on fresh plastc glass

so few structurs facilitate wellbeing

so i made m own a trepidation

for some a heavenly lull for othrs

heds in laps a petting of hair

artificial baseball fields i think i liked onc

the girls team was bussed away

a slo shiftng that stops wen

yu forget. it s happning

nobody asked for this but i m doing it anyways

to embrace a character of choice is quite an achievement

RecklesS

last nite i watchd a star show in th slivr between the shade nd th wall

i controlled the stars but not th clouds

there is a constant airplane buzz that gets loudr at the utterance of certain phrases

* * *

i imagined you into acceptance of myslf here we go again reckless abandn

on a champagne supernova in the sky l ve you in the future vrsn futur

vision is 2020

sing to me she says a hum and a dive off stage like

it used to be nothing

shwrthot

m life s pictures m body s meat

i act accordngly but do not wnt t2

it s never really over

i take what people give me

i write it down and save it fr ltr

entir lifetims could be spent mining this lifetim

i could focus on any 1 thng nd that would b enugh

befor the storm cam th renaissance & it is analog just like us

play it back for me the eruption never gets old

i keep buying 2ndhnd candls

1 s a purpl flwr th leaves mlts inwrd we’ve been doing this all along

loopdeloop s

the card said

books

and i laughed

he says no dont give him that rock

& again

space is small & recurring

wer meant to circle in on each othr

rising while sinkng &nd th time is rite

uncomfortabl @ the prty he lafd a bt

dscrbng th folk bar

bc we all tak wat we wnt

anyewys jus take it all &nd

tak it all till th bits make th cornrs curl

winter creation like slow gray leaves

& i m listnng to othr ppl agin

figurng out how mush is my own

how often to drop the vowel lick the tip

swrl t round &nd hng on t th dispensr

lean on th levr rub it

in2 my chest aft r th sprl stps

all i need is nothing

faster still getting still move

the dial slower faster left of

the dial once in a lifetime